LOSE..

haiz....my chinese star hv problem jor...
terpaksa use english n malay...
if kemahiran bahasa no good dun laugh me ah...
erm....
today my school hv choose basketball team....
there are 14 ppl went to choose...
and nid to throw 2 ppl....
haiz.....unfortunately...
coz i very degil ...no belif something abt feng shui....
and oso my technic too normal....
teacher had take decision to throw me away....
n oso my fren kuan den....
but i can say....
i better than some of the ppl who terpilih...
teacher throw me away by using:
'oleh sebab tekinik awak semua seimbang....
dan cikgu hendak memberi peluang kepada sesiapa yang akan meningalkan sekolah...
oleh itu,teaw zhenyang awak ada peluang pada tahun depan...jangan putus asa..."
omg hurt ah....
watever la...same as kuan den say...
we gv chance to them....haha....
but i hope i can throw out this kind of thinking form me...
coz i think i am the best...
i hope i wil not be the last year ppl..
ok find....throw...==...boom....
erm....my class now juz hv 22 ppl lo...
all malay ppl hv go MRSM or anywhr le...
even though is our vice monitor....wafa...
who is a very actif n talkative fren....
we all chinese prefer she more...
and she always take wif us n throw away the traditional malay....
such as:talk with boy ah....or anything la...
haha....she really good...
n i today get her number le...so happy....
although is malay la...but oso can be fren d ma...
and i wan take from the other malay ppl when friday d..
my class malay realy very good ....
akademik all very geng d...
erm....
my ub1 result as cheap as the 5 sen....haiz...(using 38 kata huraian)
until nw...jz hv 3 a1...and many c n d....moreover hv a fail....
sad...
i really dissapointed and i wan gambateh liao...
dun wan lose to them le...
n i many result is same with my brother hon han....omg...sad...
i felt tht....i do more,my result more poor...
i always hv do homework n do revision but stil lose to the ppl who always lazy...
haiz...sad...anyone can teach me the technic to study...
chemistry,bio,n add math????
omg....sad...
erm...hope can go sing k....
but cnt....
erm say abt tht day d xue ji activity..:hw to buat camp....
sorry xue ge xue jie...i feel tht i PERFORM very poor at tht day....
n i feel sorry to my group tht is group number 1....
we hv do *recycle camp*...
but thtday i felt tht our group no hv nilai kerjasama...
n i hate a ppl who always membuang tanggungjawab kepada saya...
when i write the letter for chang di....
he say*smjk chong hua in klang*...thn i write lo...
but when he gv scold by xue ge xue jie....
he say is my false at all coz i no heard his information...
walao...my fren oso heard is ur say smjk chong hua in klang d eh...
n kok jin oso go take the true address from cheng yin lo...
u say me n kok jin wil wrong...
haiz....dun wan say he liao...
when say he...me wil very pek chik d...
erm....finish lo....
bb....hope u all can gv some comment lo...
wishes u all good luck forever....^^