Friday, January 29, 2010

虚。视

神经大条的我。今天又到了低潮。分不清什么是重视。是我渴望得太多吗？还是我太自私了。我不能向他人倾诉。因为我放不下架子?不知道。我开始迷惘。到底我做的对不对？值得吗？曾经我们说过我们没有kira的。可是。无形中的压迫感。不禁让我长叹。那不如人的感觉。羞耻中带讽刺。我不想要。可能。我想太多了吧。没有人能满足我。没有人可以帮到我。即使皮肉笑长伴。淌着血的心。谁明？没人。抱歉。被忽略的感觉。难堪。。leng说过。当你要别人重视你时。你要先公平对待身边人。人人平等。。。可是。换个角度想。如果公平对待大家的话。那么重视岂不是虚谈？？我又在钻牛角尖了。我很渺小。一颗埙落的星。黯淡无光。。。。
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1 comment:

ghost~~~~^^ said...

ermm..dun b so mao dun n dun think so much..many thing nt really same lik wat u thinking..although i noe all human will had suspect heart..bt chg a way to think..u will noe some thing r diff v wat u thinking..b4 i also lik tat..bt after tat i think bek..y i should lik tat??tats other ppl business..wat thy wan to do we cant controlled also..for exp:i always make some1 as our frn..n tried nt to say smth tat mayb will hurt thm..bt at last thy will do smth tat hurt us..although lik tat..bt we still happy v thm rite..cz we noe dis is their personality..so wont angry thm..n jz think thy r jz joking..after tat nth edi..haha..rite?we r 38 1...so some ppl cant accept some of d word tat said by us..actually we r kind d..hahaha..bt..those ppl though we suan siao thm..actually nt...we jz plying..n we wont put insid d heart after played..u wan ppl man zhu u arr..hahha..find hui yan la..hahaahhaha...blek..hahaahah...
siao kia~~next time if hv any things jz tell me ba..im a big dustbin..haha..n i always b ready to listen my buddy's "heart problem"hahahaha...dun bcs 放不下架子 so dun wan told any1..dun forget..im a big dustbin..n also ur buddy..n d main point is i wont told other 1..hahahaha..

January 30, 2010 at 6:40 AM

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